The plan is to get a ticket and fly out December 31, but the 30th if possible. I only care that I'm there to spend New Year's with him. And I'll fly home the 3rd or something. A short trip, but completely worth it. Before he's gone again. Six months of pretty much just internet communication. But he could be going back to Iraq, and that would suck so much worse. Instead he'll just be doing different shit somewhere else and I can deal. And in September he's finally done and will be back home. I'll fly out once again, but this time we'll drive home together. Stopping in every state, listening to plenty of country and Cake, snuggled up to his arm.

I think it's official. I hate California. Maybe if I still lived in SD, I would continue to love it. But 1500 miles hasn't been the best.

Eleven more months.

I'm back.
I haven't even been in livejournal in forever.
None of my friends use this. It's always just been for me to write some and then communities. My old online blog was fun. When I go back and look at it. Doubt this one will ever be that interesting.

I am enjoying what will be my largest meal of the day. Possibly my only because of that. A can of chicken and rice soup. Approximately 175. A crystal light drink. 30. It's one of those singles packets. Just trying it today for the first time. Strawberry banana hunger control. I actually bought it for the flavor. I found a Great Value Strawberry, Orange, Banana that I wanted, but it didn't come in singles packets. I had it at Andy's house. It's so good. 5 calories a serving. My drink today is 30. I also bought some cherry limeade drink packets. Sugar free. They're so good.

Last night I decided I was going to decorate a shoebox (something I love doing) for my "yummies." I eat a lot of things that no one else in the house likes that I prefer to store in my room. Things that my mom makes fun of. So, I have my drink mixes and natural popcorn right now. Haven't done decent shopping in a while.

I definitely think I'm going to take some drink things with me to work.

I'm incredibly full right now. Forcing myself to eat soup. Mainly because I don't feel like getting sick from my multi-vitamin.

I've been working for a few weeks now. It's not bad. I got my first paycheck the other Friday, so paid again this Friday. My first one was only for my first week of work. I'm so stoked for this one actually being for a full two weeks. I managed to go off of $160 for these two weeks. Normally, I could easily do that anyway. I just don't buy stuff. But I needed new work pants and the only ones I could find in town to work were full price. Were on sale, but now back to normal. And then I bought a shirt I had been in love with for the past 2 months. There went over $70. Didn't put too much gas in my car, amazingly. I only have about $13 right now. I might have to put that in the car. I've actually been pretty happy that this money will last me. So, I've spent about $20 in the past couple days. It feels like big spending. So weird.

I'm home alone right now. I love it so much.

Andy plays too much WoW sometimes.  And when he's not playing it, he's on sites reading about it.  And right now he's watching some video some kid made of his battle or something.  With super lame music.

I have nothing against WoW.  It's fun.  Yeah.  I guess I'm just bored...  Because he does that all the time when I'm over.  He's such a dork =] 

I'm fucking up this semester again.

I think